hunting will

• Yea I just watched Good Will Hunting.

Why have you waited for so many years?

• I was afraid it would impact me too much while I was in school, at that moment, with all the much more vanity I was seeking and my un-discountable ego.

Well how did you feel after watching?

• I felt peace

Good, and anything else?

• You need to be more specific

You never viewed yourself as an observer or a key holder to the lives of those who are around you

• Hmm, looking back maybe I do. And I am close to your description, with the difference that I didn’t mean to do that, it just sorta happened

Yea but when you are consciously doing it, it doesn’t work as well does it?

• You’re right, it hadn’t

It takes a lot to be yourself

You think too much, that’s not a bad thing, it’s hard for most people to exhaust the possibilities. When you can, and you do, make sure you also act

• I did. I played the fantasies out. But the hard thing is like asking yourself to forget an elephant. The harder I care, further away the results go from the expected.

And have you been patient enough? You are an avid problem solver, but life is life, a man is a man, and neither is built by just problems.